I just did one of those surveys that we have to do for school and I just read a hilarious question. I have tears in my eyes now from laughing. Here's the question:

Pupil Needs Survey A Qu 4.1
I exercise regularly to keep myself trim and fit. SA A D SD

HAHAHA Only those who know me will know why it's hilarious.

The thing I hate the most is living up to expectations. Do you know how it feels to know that you let someone down that feeling to me is worst than the feeling of a penknife in your skin (sorry if I surprised any of you with today's incident but it really doesn't hurt that much although I now have a scar). People keep expecting me to get full marks just because I've done so in the past, but how can anyone keep scoring full marks over and over again? These few days I've realised that I'm not the person I was a few years ago. I've finally gotten the friends that I've wanted and I've finally realised that I do not need to be first in everything. And I know that no matter how hard things get I will always remember everything that happened this year, all the enemies made, enemies lost and new friends blossoming from enemies. Now I can finally walk through the school, not having to worry that I have no friends in the school, or whether I'm getting full marks for the next test or if the next day my life will be over because as long as I remember my class, I will always hope for a better tomorrow.

People don't believe me when I say, "I'm going to die." No one knows me well enough to say that I'm telling the truth. They never know what troubles I go through everyday. Neither do they know how hard it is for me to try and make friends nor is it easy for me to fit in. Ever since I started school I've always wished that I could be like those people with tons of friends surrounding them. Sometimes I feel as if I would give up anything to have a best friend who is a true friend. Yet I hope that no matter what I do, I hope that everyone will still treat me the same. I hope this is not too dramatic for you.

Yesterday, I had so much fun performing for the first time on stage at the esplanade. I was in the finale piece 'We're All in This Together'. I arrived there at 4.00pm thinking I was late when I found out that everyone in my dressing room was late too so I got transfered to the main stars' dressing room. It was alot of fun and everyone was so nice. Most of them were older than me but we got along really well. On that day it was raining so we didn't have a very good chance of doing the show since it was at the amphitheatre. The first set was cancelled but after that it stopped raining for awhile so we were hoping we could do the second set. We waited and waited but nobody called so we assumed that it wasn't cancelled so we changed and put on our make up. I have never seen myself with make up before and I looked really different. And don't get your hopes up that I'll bring the photos to school because I know all of you will laugh at me. Anyway, a while later, we learnt that the second set had also been cancelled so we had our fingers crossed for the third one. And to our good fortune, the third set wasn't cancelled and we had so much fun doing it.