The thing I hate the most is living up to expectations. Do you know how it feels to know that you let someone down that feeling to me is worst than the feeling of a penknife in your skin (sorry if I surprised any of you with today's incident but it really doesn't hurt that much although I now have a scar). People keep expecting me to get full marks just because I've done so in the past, but how can anyone keep scoring full marks over and over again? These few days I've realised that I'm not the person I was a few years ago. I've finally gotten the friends that I've wanted and I've finally realised that I do not need to be first in everything. And I know that no matter how hard things get I will always remember everything that happened this year, all the enemies made, enemies lost and new friends blossoming from enemies. Now I can finally walk through the school, not having to worry that I have no friends in the school, or whether I'm getting full marks for the next test or if the next day my life will be over because as long as I remember my class, I will always hope for a better tomorrow.