People don't believe me when I say, "I'm going to die." No one knows me well enough to say that I'm telling the truth. They never know what troubles I go through everyday. Neither do they know how hard it is for me to try and make friends nor is it easy for me to fit in. Ever since I started school I've always wished that I could be like those people with tons of friends surrounding them. Sometimes I feel as if I would give up anything to have a best friend who is a true friend. Yet I hope that no matter what I do, I hope that everyone will still treat me the same. I hope this is not too dramatic for you.