hi everyone. today i went for gb, and our devotions was really great, we talked about ruth and the moabites. it was so much more interesting than i thought it would be. during gb, i keep getting the feeling of being left out. it's sort of the same feeling you get when everyone seems to be in on a secret and you're the only one who doesn't know what it is. everyday, when i'm with my friends, i feel like i'm living in a dream. but you see the thing about dreams, is that sooner or later you got to wake up. i can't help feeling that the dream is going to end soon, and i'm gonna have to wake up and face reality.