ok. school started 2 months ago and i was so upset. i was in a totally different class from tan, esther, both sarahs, gen and gwen. but the good thing was that marian and sam are in my class. right now i'm in 1t and it ROCKS!! there is so much drama going on in 1G and i still have no idea how marian manages to keep up. i am so far behind that i didnt know about that whole S, B, C..... drama until last week. i really miss 6.6. after so many years with the same classmates, you still feel a certain attatchment to it. i'm trying my best to stay close to all my old friends but sometimes it just seems so hard and its almost as if tanya and i are the only ones trying. i'm getting so upset because everyone, especially gen and marian, are already moving on, and instead of keeping the old friendships, their making new ones and forgetting the old. now i find it so hard to talk to my friends like how i was able to before. everyone keeps saying that the friendships you make in secondary school are the ones that last but what if the frienships that i made in primary school are the ones that i want to keep? school is getting harder and harder, i feel like i cant cope. im almost failing everything and i feel so inferior to everyone else. my dad says i have an inferiority complex and i whole heartedly agree. suprisingly i joined gb again this year. i feel like gb is sort of like my safety blanket, i just cant bear to let it go. 1T has been wonderful. everyone is just so nice. i think some people might actually like me. this year i've sort of grown closer to sam, marian and yi xin, each of them for different reasons. i've gotten closer to marian because i spend most of my time with her, and i laugh the most with her too. with yi xin its mostly because after being insane with marian, i need to at least be sane with someone. but yi xin can get quite high sometimes. after the perth trip, sam and i got really close and she's the perfect person to go to for 'counselling'. truthfully, 1T is a wonderful class with wonderful classmates and teachers. right now, i think that if you were to ask me to change classes, i would most likely say no.

lots of love,
mun