sometimes, i really feel like my life is falling apart. and i'm not just being emo. i don't understand why i feel what i feel at all. nowadays, i'm feeling scared, worried and lonely all the time. usually, i would just push it all to the back of my head and not think about it. but today, i started covering it up by just laughing alot, i felt like i was crazy. i don't think anybody understands how i feel because no one actually seems to care. i felt really angry today at a few people in school, but i didnt understand why. today was supposed to be a really special day because it is leap day, and i guess it is in certain aspects. i love leap days. they always appear to me as all the magic in the four years all combined into one day.

lots of love,
mun

P.S. i feel like there's something i forgot to say but when i remember it, i'll most likely edit it in.