sorry about how emo my post sounded yesterday, but it was because i was really angry with my mom yesterday for scolding me. she scolded us again today during lunch. i find my mom a very unreasonable person. she gets angry at me when i lose my temper and lose control over my emotions, yet all of have to be understanding when she loses her temper. she keeps saying that we don't have a right to lose our temper but she does because she's upset with something. doesnt she understand that we can get upset too? anyway, next week is health awareness week in school so everyone is going to take part in activities like benchball and mass skipping. everyone except me. dont get me wrong, i really really wanted to play benchball or something but there wasnt enough space for everyone to play. the good thing though is that i dont need to run during our cross country on friday because of my 'condition'. yesterday we had our health checkup and it was a lot of fun. while we were waiting, we played contact and a game sam taught us called polar bear. when i was inside, i laughed my guts out with woo meiling because she kept comparing both our figures and making sound effects. when i had my health checkup, everything was absolutely fine. my spine was relatively straight, my eyesight hasnt increased and best of all, i lost 4 kg! that was definitely what made me happiest. marian is getting closer and closer to her group members and tanya and all of them are getting a whole lot closer to all their classmates. i guess i feel a little jealous cause right now i feel more alone than ever. but i guess my 'time' will come. i hope and pray that it comes soon.

lots of love,
mun